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Justin AngelesWRITING & LIFE

A collection by Justin Angeles

Some Words
Before I
Relapse

Poems from my first recovery

Three relationships in three weeks and one more night of fun. Twelve months later, I was picked up off the side of a North Idaho road, freezing to death.

Paperback · $9.99 · Kindle edition · $4.99

The book

These poems were written while recovering from crystal meth addiction. Prayers, letters never sent, grief for the friend I lost, and the strange, stubborn humor of learning to live again. Nothing here is polished into a lesson. It is a record of what it felt like.

For anyone trying to recover. For anyone wondering if they’ll make it out. For anyone who loves someone going through it.

This book includes drug use, suicide, and grief. If you are struggling, you can call or text 988 in the US.

Inside the collection

Twenty-five poems,
and an introduction.

A few of the twenty-five

  1. 01

    Don’t Feel Good, Mask My Pain

  2. 02

    1 AM

  3. 03

    Tired

  4. 04

    Depressed

  5. 05

    5 Years

  6. 06

    Dear Waitress

  7. 07

    Ashamed

  8. 08

    Dating Crystal

  9. 09

    Airport Detox

  10. 10

    Dear Molly

  11. 11

    Tornado Volcano

  12. 12

    Words

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